Explaining with out words.

It's been a long time since I've last written. I will try and keep up with this due to my busy schedule. For this post I'm going a little personal. How can I express exactly what I want if the person next to you doesn't seem to comprehend. They are blinded to see what you envision. Adventure is what I desire. A night filled with fun and spontaneous actions would be my type of thing. How can that be possible? Does it just happen, or do you have to want it bad enough for it to come? How can you explain to someone what a spontaneous action would be if you yourself don't even know..how can they be led to the right path as to what you want, if it can not be expressed in proper words? It's true what they say, you have to fight for what you want. But haven't I fought hard enough? The simplest thing can effect you deeply. The simplest thing are just complicated. How can I explain with out words?..